I still "love" my x boyfriend?

You are grieving for what could have been and maybe for the times that were good. You are smart and decided what was wasn't right for you. Go out with friends - be upbeat and let someone new into your life. He was controlling and it only gets worse. We date to find out who is compatible with us. You will meet others who aren't just right and you will go forward. When we meet someone, we decide to let them remain in our life or let them go. You are special. Be the best you can be and have fun.