How do "creation scientists" live with themselves?

I don't really understand your question. I believe in the God's word and I believe in creation and not evolution. I don't understand how someone could believe in evolution. It doesn't make any sense. Satan started that lie to create doubt about the Bible. Is man so arrogant that he doesn't want to see that he was created and not just some "big bang" that happened one day? What a hopless existence to think that we were once monkeys instead of accepting the fact that we were created by a loving God, in His image.