Why can i not b happy and start my own family!!!?

i know how you feel. my husband and i have been trying for over a year and a half now. and it seems like each month one of our family member pops up pregnant and they are always badgering us about when we are going to have kids. sometimes i just want to scream at them n tell them all the tests ive been through just to be told theres no reason it shouldnt be happening. non of them would understand. they all call their babies "oops babies" cuz they werent trying n it just happened. im so sick of them telling us to stop trying n it will happen. i know just how aggrivating it is every month to cry the moment you see that first bit of period. and i bet your husband is getting stressed out n he makes it seem like hes angry at you cuz you cant stop crying about it. i know exactly how you feel. i thought this month could be the month for us but then today happened. i just posted a question about it. you can read it if you want to know what happened.